3:30a, fucking M (WTFiswrongwithyou), bailed on me again (whydoicontinuetotoleratethis), and so i go home (ishouldhavestayedthereinthefirstplace), and console myself with a brownie and a diet coke (andhatingmyselfmorewitheverybite), feeling like an utterly disgusting repulsive shell of a girl (somethingsneverchange).