i always preferred having boys as friends but most all of the boys i've ever picked seem to prefer sex (the idea of it and/or the pursuit of it, at least) to friendship, which always leaves me stranded. everyone i've ever met was fantastic for five minutes and then left.
sometimes i am flattered by the attention. it must be awful when the friends you have are only your friends because they want to fuck you. sometimes i stop fucking kidding myself. then i know for sure that i want to curl up and die.