was in an auditorium, or a movie theatre, it was raining really hard and you could hear it hitting the building. the movie wasn't playing i was just sitting in there in a row with 2 friends and this boy.
I knew this boy in the dream, but he was a composite of 3 people I know in real life: a boy i had a lot of classes with in college that i always had a crush on; boy x, who i dont really know at all, but i think i would like, and is certainly attractive; and trent reznor, who i dont personally know, but was a teenage fantasy since age 13. An odd mix of people this boy was, but to me absolutely perfect.
I was sitting next to him and he was the adorable shy thing that seemed absolutely what he should be like, and I was swooning. Apparently this boy was friends with the other two people i was with. For a while all for of us are hanging out in this theater, and the more i talk to this boy the more i want him. and he turns to me, and smiles this little smile and we kiss.
it was the perfect kiss. everything was perfect. i had a dream and all i did was perfectly makeout with this imaginary person. for what seemed like hours. just kissing. touch fingers to faces. heads rest in laps. hands wound in hair. soft whispers and smiles. perfect moments. in rows, and in aisles, dark hallways, on floors.
it was wonderful, and for once i woke up with a smile on my face.
maybe tonight i will run into someone who will want to just kiss me for hours. i think i would like that very much.