dear diaryland, i am dedicated to keeping you interested in me. i will try hard to be refreshing. i will try harder. it's hard and difficult. my dramas are all but spent, and so my days are quiet. that said, i promise to try, because i am dedicated. it's even difficult to interweave symbolism and crypticism, it's hard to be vague and ominous and sweeping and original, all at the same time.
it's hard to write neat things. i bet it has a lot to do with the chemicals. my chemicals don't surge, much. i don't mind it's nice for a change.