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30 January 2003

some thoughts:

1)sometimes i just feel like the sum of my parts is never going to be enough to accomplish everything i want to.

over and under, but completely whelmed.

2)its been a while, been listening to a lot of the MTB?

still cross my mind daily, i haven't tossed you out quite yet. but the memory's sting is a little less sharp with each passing.

i wonder what's happened, maybe someday you'll tell me.

3)my horoscope for the year predicted a year of upheaval, change and metamorphosis. i believe it will be true. older and wiser, maturation is happening.

4)i am trying to exist in what is not what i wish will happen. embracing, accepting, not wanting, yearning, hoping. levelling out. calming down, happy(er).

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