yesterday, on the car ride home from chicago, and the spectacular cavein experience, i had a thought. ben asked what i was thinking about. and it made me laugh. but i told him anyway. i remembered someone telling me once, or reading or hearing somewhere that all guys have masturbated to the face of every girl they know at least once.
i dont know what exactly triggered this thought while riding shotgun down 80/94 staring out the window in a drunken bliss while ben was having a rockout session with the steering wheel of his new car listening to something i cannot remember, but i think was further seems forever. i know the second CD was massive attack.
ben said he thought that was interesting that i thought that every guy ive met has tossed off with me in mind, then had to add that it didn't include him, which to me was even more funny.
i mean, i didn't come up with this hypothesis, i just remembered coming across it at some point.
but, regardless, i wonder if its true. i doubt i will ever get a straight answer from any boy about this, because to answer "true" would implicate they have. and i dont think you want to admit that to a friend. i guess it all depends.
toomuch conversation bout sex the past two days.
frustrat(ed)ing.