i really wish that i could throw away everything i own that has a memory attached to it. some sort of induced amnesia. if the object is gone, you remember less and less clearly what the memory attached to it is, until eventually its forgotten, and it doesnt hurt you anymore. i used to save everything. scraps of paper, old clothes, knickknacks, stickers, ticket stubs. everything. now i can't get rid of things fast enough. i dont want to own anything meaningful anymore. just stuff. a tv, furniture, kitchen utencils.
i want to wake up in the morning unable to remember anything that had happened prior to the moment i woke up. i think i would be a much happier individual.