i wish that after sarah graduated, she would just move to chicago and be my heterosexual life partner. i dont think i ever told her how much i appreciate her, because i am bad with talks about feelings, so maybe she will read this someday and understand. there's a lot of spanish speakers in chicago who could use her ninja translation skillz and i need a roomate. this is an entirely selfish thought, i know, but she's the only girl i've ever felt completely comfortable with, in living situations and as friends. i dont know if i will be fortunate enough to find anything that will come close ever again. and i miss her terribly.